Day 3

 I went to a non-denominational church today, to support a friend who got baptized there. The cool: there were a number of unhoused people inside and outside, who were being cared for and fed by many of the members. Which is upsetting and infuriating the number of Xtian organizations I've seen, inside and outside Utah, that instead find ways to send them away or reject them, rather than care for. 

There also was a LOT of praising Jesus. I'm no christian, and I think if I were anything like him, I'd prefer they focus on what I said rather than me me me me. But, again, I'm no christian, so maybe he wanted that. If I died for all mankind and suffered on a cross and was dead for a couple days, maybe I'd like the attention and praising. And like I said, not to poo poo them. They seemed to be doing what he said people should do more than most. Myself included. 

I enjoyed going, despite running on 2-3 hours of sleep, and I'm not going back in a hurry. Another friend is separated and I'm sad for them but happy for them. The downside of writing on my blog is I have to vaguebook more than I would. But it feels more accountable, that it's THERE, rather than in the first few pages of a notebook before I abandon it. It feels more real than a word document saved on a computer. Plus I can write this on any computer or phone if I want. I use 3 different computers at different times, so it's useful. Anyway, what else. 

I've been making sourdough for about 4 months now, which is pretty fun and I've gotten a lot better. I'm considering making mozzarella next. idk if it's worth it or not, but i fucking love mozzarella, so maybe #shrug. 

This isn't three pages, but it's more than nothing, so I'm gonna do the cop out thing and say I'm just trying to get into the habit. Now I'm gonna watch White Lotus season 3 before bed.